watching line girl instead of sleeping

it's 1:23 and i'm going to lse tomorrow. just spent a good ten minutes thinking about the dreams i have lately and the ones which used to happen over and over again. some are nice, and some are terrible. i don't know what to think. the dream i had with you in it is particularly painful because it makes me think of you, which isn't exactly my idea of fun. i wish things were different, but shit happens i guess.