TIMES HAVE CHANGED.

honestly i think i'm having some kind of jekyll and hyde moment, how can i feel like shite again? i'm exercising which should release endorphins and make me happy. i should be happy because i'm doing this the healthy way but i'm kind of not. fucking balls. i'm going to work out until i fall over, or cry. then have a shower and crawl into bed. i suppose i'm better off this way. being happy makes me eat.