from me to you.

hi

i like you and you don't know. ahahhh i feel so cool having secrets. okay not really, but i'm not going to tell you because i'm rather hoping it'll go away. i'm kind of a fail today.

i don't have to go into college until twelve tomorrow, but i might go in a bit earlier if only because my house is boring.

things i really like at the moment

joshua radin <3


gold lips; i bought gold liquid eyeliner shizz and it is now my new favourite lipcolour.


scandinavian mythology. odin schmodin, you know


sheer tights; it's now just warm enough. plus they make my legs look really nice in comparison to legs with zero tights.


and geometric series. not only because i have the best maths teacher in the world XD





iloveyouiloveyouiloveyou

lalalalalalalala

i'm disgusting
bp blah blah blah

watching embarrassing illnesses and chuckling away

there's ingrown toenails, colostomy bags and a bent penis so far. not really the most interesting bunch i've seen. i'm having doubts about the whole oxford affair - this one girl did the same AS as me, except i dropped critical thinking. she got into oxford to do law with perfect grades. some other people with perfect grades didn't get in. i have much less than perfect grades. i just worry about this sort of thing and then i have a meltdown at some point in the year. every year since i was about 12 this has just repeated because there's always been something to freak out at.

i wish i could calm down sometimes, i really do. i actually wish i was 10 forever. i could just be content with reading my books and not being so horribly self-conscious and have some faith in myself. i don't like this growing up shit.

mm, bacon noodles

highfiveeee


they are seriously the best. i haven't made them in ages and they are just nom nom nommmm
the weather has been somewhat shitty lately. and it's always the crappy rain that just makes you damp.
i don't like it. i need either bright shining sun or downright pouring rain. i don't like the middle.
i'm going to go and play some silly flash game instead of doing something productive.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EK2tWVj6lXw


i love rick astley.

i like blue

lovelovelovelovelove







lala lookbook contest, one that i can actually enter. previous was an aa contest, and of course i own nothing from AA because i am pooooooor. nonetheless. youth in revolt is out on friday, and i want to see it because i love michael cera, but i have no monies