manicure kits and headache

so my mother gave me a manicure kits with all these weird patterns in it and i'm procrastinating, so yeah. they're like paint splotches if that makes sense. i have a terrible headache so i took a bunch of painkillers and maybe it'll go away. chemistry ISA tomorrow, have to memorise some shit. i'm sure i did something wrong in the practical but eh.

i'm not feeling terribly interesting.

i'm naked in the dark

hai oldpix

i'm working on my personal statement. it's going awkwardly. i also have to apply for my pinsent masons law placement. fuuck this is so long. i need to get better reference for my summer work, i only have the ones from '06. i have a headache. i should do some exercise tonight, i haven't done so over the weekend. although work is so exhausting it may as well be a workout..


'it's only temporary if you stop drinking'



EDIT://

my etsy rings came in the post yyyyyyaayy

sorry i look a bit efjbnv.el had a slight disagreement with the mother, etc.

lately, i'm very tired.

i had ONE bloody lesson today which ended at 9:50 then i did NOTHING until 2:45.

and i am exhausted. this makes absolutely no sense. and i just watched the diary of anne frank and now i'm morose. and i want nothing more than to lie on a beach somewhere in a red bikini with a friend and a six-pack of beer. and i miss the easy parts. today, i literally got slapped in the face with the realization that if i want to go to oxford, i have so much work to do just to be the same as everyone else. and then i have to do more work, if only to be a little bit better. i am painfully aware that i should've tried so much harder. the tension headache that has been irritating me for a month is getting worse and sometimes, i can't breathe.



joshua radin, winter