adrift and at peace

i can't wait to leave. i've realized that everything i've posted lately seems to be on a rather downcast note. i'm rather downcast in general. perhaps once i get out i'll be more jolly. i think i'm coming to the end of my time here, and i need to move away so i can concentrate on being me again. perhaps i'm destined to be a nomad, of sorts. i can't ever settle. i don't think i should have to.