because of a phone call. if it hadn't been for that, i would've quite willingly slept til two. i went to bed late last night - i was considering staying up all night but i had no-one to do it with except alex and i didn't want to distract her from work. ainsley found out his lecture wasn't cancelled so he had to go away; beckyy got tired and she went to sleep as well. so i ended up browsing the internet for total bullshit trying not to sleep so i wouldn't think about the things i want to do; and know i can't.
i have two plans for this evening and i doubt i'll attend either. i feel fucking terrible.