every day is a new day; i won't take you for granted

i'm three and pretending to play the piano.



I FEEL SO ALIVE, FOR THE VERY FIRST TIME I CAN'T DENY IT, I FEEL SO ALIVE
<3





paper jewellery


made an ear cuff and some other shit. going to sharpie some h&m ankle-length trainers. maybe a roy lichtenstein

schweppes cream soda :)

new bag, stanmore charity shop, brand new basically. some italian brand, my mum got it for me. i've been doing this power plate exercise lately and it's really intense. and painful.


AHHHH i want to redo my walls. i'm kind of tired of the vogue/elle motif. i redid the back with postcards from the tate, etc. should get rid of the ceiling shit but i cba. so tired lately. so tired.



MORE WORDS.

shimmy, scamper, cumulonimbus, bounteous, motorcross

old times

i can't remember if i wrote this down from somewhere, or just wrote it. i found it lurking in my folders.


you know by now how important kissing was to both of us and how much we liked it. we knew our preferences and our moves. we knew the dynamics of our score: when soft, when hard, when short, when long, when slurred, when staccato, when tongued, when only lipped, when open-mouthed, when closed, when held lips-to-lips without movement, when to bite, when to suck, when upper-lip to under-lip, when to breathe and when to hold our breath. we knew our rhythms, and our tempo, we knew our signs for intervals and for cadenzas.

it was an art we revelled in and strove to perfect.

you make me feel a number of things.

confusion, mostly. but sometimes butterflies




trying to use up all the origami paper i have sitting in my house. i made two of these while watching scrubs. i need to sleep more. seriously.

i like the sound of wind on the leaves. and the sun rays beating down on me. and cold beer. not too cold, just cold enough. and the morning cigarette. and the feeling of sleeping naked. and i like you.

the stuff i had today

jelly beans





this is from yesterday. it's for lookbook but my photobucket is being a knob, so here we go. went to the post office to send off an ebay parcel. history resit tomorrow, so i'm going to study the rest of today. i know what will come up, which isn't so bad, but there are 11 possibles, four of which are extremely likely. and i only have three questions, out of which i only do two. so i'll revise section 1,3 and 4, then two or all of them will come up. i'm not a fan of section 3.

BEERGARDEN

i look like i've got a bum. yesireee





i swear i had my top on, that was just a funny angle. today has been wonderful. george has the best garden for everything because it's so massive.

it's henry's birthdayyyy today :)




i miss this. my size 10 pants give melovehandlessssss. guh i need to stop nomming foodz



fuck i've gained three inches, waist and hips. that's horrific