the place became full of a watchful intentness now; for when other things sank brooding to sleep the heath appeared slowly to awake and listen

i'm going to start reading the return of the native by hardy. i have a crapload of reading for college anyway but i haven't read anything for pleasure in a while. i'm kind of ill at the moment, and living at george's since my mum's in spain.

i've generally been tired lately. i sleep a lot and try not to think too much. alone time is somewhat detrimental to my sanity at the moment. i want to go out to sea and drift. i can't find the normal stream of consciousness i'm usually in and my head feels like it's going to explode. i should go down a bottle of painkillers. or drink some water.