calidore

been reading some john keats lately. all this work for college is stressing me out. i ate a fuckload of bread today so that's going to come back to me in any number of horrible ways. going to power plate on tuesday afternoon, but i must take up running. it's constantly raining now and i don't like the idea of running in the rain because i might slip, fall and land on a slug/worm and that would be too disgusting to imagine. i feel like this year will be different in a weird way but i don't really want to get too much into thinking. i've been super panicky lately and i don't know what's going on.

adolescent sex - japan
brown eyes - lady gaga
infinity - the xx
body in a box - city and colour

music videos.

okay. beyonce's new video 'why don't you love me' is AMAZING. shoes = LAAAAAAHHHHHHHVVVVVVVVVVVVVV. they are all so beautiful. nom nom nom.

conversely, miley's new video is like a bad lady gaga britney mashup.

aiiiiii SLEEPZ

going to notts tomorrow

it dawned on me today that i have crazy amounts of work today, what the fuck. it just jumped on me like a fuckin' rapist, this is bad times. my hair is dirty, i'm dirty rah rah rah. playing monopoly and eating apples and dirty carbs. dirty dirty dirttt i feel so disgraceful. candy canes and nerds rope = heaven. forgot to watch skins, will watch it on plus one laterrrr. i kind of feel like not doing anything at all but i have to go to notts amirite. fricking fricking frickkk i feel so empty at the moment i don't even understand this apathy.


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and now i'm out of a lay which is just so inconvenient, i always end up shagging the ones who have major complexes/drug problems/a penchant for little girls.



WHERE EVERYTHING WAS EVERYTHING BUT EVERYTHING IS OVER
EVERYTHING COULD BE EVERYTHING IF ONLY WE WERE OLDER
I GUESS IT'S JUST A SILLY SONG ABOUT YOU
AND HOW I LOST YOU AND YOUR BROWN EYES



gagaaaa